She was only fifteen years of age when she
screamed “I’ve had enough!”
She packed a suitcase full of clothes – to
run away can’t be that tough.
“I can’t face the problems facing me, ev’ry
time I look downstairs and see
That all the problems for this young queen
start with the two that bore me.”
So she walked down to the Greyhound station
to buy her ticket and run away,
But the bus wasn’t leaving for four more
hours, so she found an old café.
He was thirty-one years of age when he said
he’d had enough.
He drowned his sorrows in alcohol to run
away from all his stuff.
“I can’t face the problems facing me, ev’ry
time I look around and see
That all the problems I can see may just
have started with me.”
So he headed towards the corner bar where
they always knew his name,
But the bar wasn’t open quite that soon, so
he hit the old café.
I was forty-seven years of age when I knew
I’d had enough.
A gun and a bullet would do the trick –
running away from life ain’t tough.
I can’t face the problems facing me
whenever I look in the mirror and see
That all those troubles floating free look
an awful lot like me.
So I took the car to the bad part of town
where death wouldn’t be a big deal,
But first I stopped at a seedy café to eat
my final meal.
The man behind the counter looked about
thirty years of age.
His face, it held a short brown beard, his
apron fell below his waist.
He wiped the counter off and filled our
cups with coffee, or pop,
We never noticed the pitchers he poured
from never wavered from the top.
He took a long slow look at the girl, and
asked, “Why the long face?”
He had a very slight accent that for my
life I couldn’t place.
She sighed the longest sigh I’d heard and
said, “It’s about my dad.
He claims HE was in high school once, but I
suspect he never had.”
The man behind the counter said, “You think
no one could understand you?
You don’t suppose Dad was trying to say he
could see your point of view?
You don’t think he’s home crying his eyes
out, his little girl ran away?
‘Respect and honor your Mom and Dad’,
that’s what the Bible would say.”
He wiped wet mascara from her cheek, and said,
“Do what the Lord would do:
And never forget, no matter how bad it gets
– your Father will always love you.”
The drunk took a swig from his hip flask
for strength, then he said,
“You’ve got some nerve!
To tell that girl what her daddy done feel?
Maybe she got what she deserved!”
The waiter turned towards the alcoholic,
and said,
“You mean, like you?
Your wife took your children, left you to
your booze,
and you think you deserve that, too.”
Before he could answer, “How’d you know
that?”, he realized the man was right.
The liquor wasn’t his friend no more – it
was the reason he’s alone at night.
So he looked up, saw those deep blue eyes,
and the gaze returned never waved.
And in that stare, he came to realize, that
he could still be saved.
He’d gotten so lost that he barely heard,
“Friend: do you have a church to attend?
That would be the best place to start and
heal the parts you have to mend.”
As lifted as the two of them were, I was
too far down to care.
Figured I had a date with a pearly gate, so
I eased slowly off my chair.
But before I could even turn for the door,
he said, “Hey friend… Where’s the gun?
You might think that I’d never understand
your woes – but you’re not the only one.”
He looked to the two to reassure me that
they were too occupied to hear,
And said, “I think you’ll find all the
charges will drop if you come out in the clear.”
The look on my face must’ve been one of
shock, ‘cause he added, “I know, my friend;
The money you stole you didn’t take out of
greed, but more of a means to an end.
There’s a better way to feed your kids than
taking cash that don’t belong to you,
And there’s a better way to deal with the
guilt than to blow a hole clean through
Those brains the good Lord blessed you
with, or the heart He gave you, too.
Remember, my child, God always loves you –
even when you’re not sure YOU do.”
I don’t know if the glow I felt matched the
ones my new friends had,
But the smile the man gave me made feel as
proud as if he were my Dad.
We all thanked him, and blessed him, and turned
to walk outside,
And to my two new friends I strangely
thought to ask, “Hey – can I give you a ride?”
We got to the cashier and the man next to
me says, “Y’know, this one I’VE got.
Ma’am, I know I speak for all three of us
when I say, y’oughta pay that guy a lot!”
She looked at us funny when she took his
money, and said –
“We don’t hire men here.”
And sure enough, when we three looked back…
there was no sign He’d ever been there.
Now, you might want to hear that I got my
new bud hooked up at the local AA,
And that he turned around and found enough
cash for me, my debts to repay,
And you might want to hear that we both
became big brothers to the runaway teen,
But that would be proof – and proof denies
faith –
and faith’s required, for what we’ve
seen.
-lyrics and music by gps
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